Griffin’s world shatters when Theo, his first love and ex-boyfriend, dies in a drowning accident. Even though Theo had moved to California and started dating someone new, Griffin always believed they’d find their way back to each other. Now, the future Griffin imagined is gone, leaving him adrift in grief.
The only person who shares his pain is Jackson—Theo’s new boyfriend. As they bond over their shared loss, Griffin’s compulsions and reckless choices spiral out of control. Secrets he’s kept buried threaten to consume him, and the line between healing and self-destruction blurs.
To rebuild his life, Griffin must confront the truth about himself, Theo, and the love they shared. But will uncovering the past help him move forward—or pull him under?